rain thoughts

today it rained but after a few hours it stopped no it still raining in my mind , while i stand in the cold rain just looking out
into the crowd of people and their talking and laughing together. while I'm soaked with water, as people walked bypass with rushed and tumbled steps. mock me, glare at me you can't stand me. I'm reminded my days of my childhood it's been like
this before. even back then i was feared and was hated by those who did not know me, there were time i felt like crap, these feelings
still exist in my heart. My closes friends from way back when have forgotten me. all i have left now is my rhymes and poems, but my first love is music. the music keeps me cool calm and still my only company. now the rain stopped i feel good i realized
that i'm not standing in the rain alone but standing with friends waiting for the sunshine so we can go to park and start to ball.