Thursday, September 9, 2010

Man I need some money,
reached in my pocket and pulled out lint, I'm starving.
I need money I know that we can't live without it.
I need money to provide food for my belly
my stomach growling and I'm getting skinny
Man I need some money
it's only money man, how can paper make you do that?
paper can make you bend in odd ways to get it.
I would say I'm not crazy but the streets are hiring.
look how fast you make the cash
all you got to do is not get caught
run on the streets all day and night
doing all kinds of wrong but you mean right.
when nothing else works
I'm looking to rob that purse
it may sound reckless
but it's looks better then that check
the street always looking for new employees to rob and kill
I been lied to, so should I start my application by robbing a local liquor store?
violence seems to be paying you pretty well
your work is what you see as target
"I got work for you" says the streets.

sorry

for the pain that I caused you
I was lost and didn't know what to do
made a few million mistakes.
all the misery I caused to you
please accept my apologies, I'm really sorry
so many times I seen you cry
I know the reason, there's no reason to ask why
I guess I hurt you so badly
no doubt that I care about you madly
no matter how much I hate you at times, we're' still family

I questioned what love really is

I invented a new perspective, I just sat on a yellow blanket and just watched two individual hug and kiss so I can write a love poem.
However all was not well for a few moments I saw the misery that came with love. They argued and fought very loudly, they disturbed their own atmosphere.
Before I knew they were back to what they were doing and she cried and she embraced him and I saw a smile. I said to myself "what the hell is going on". The crow also looked confused too I wanted to go up to them and ask some questions about what just happen but an invisible fence kept me from even approaching. I reach for my cupcake and that crow pecked my naked hand.

cool

follow the latest trends

Copy the look of all your friends

Now which one of you is different?

Trends is another way of entrance

Once you enter you automatically blend

Are we designed to please the world eye?

Call me the definite uncool.

We been told in our ear to fit in.

I’m in the mood for something real

Something that is only you, something I can feel.

Dangerous emotions

Love is a dangerous thing it poses a huge risk to your heart and mind
Love can sometimes make you blind.
Put handcuffs on trust and maybe out of luck
You will probably be stuck with a real thing called love.
Then again people sometime disappear
Because of a foolish thing called fear.

Your former lover stands up with bitter feelings
Hatred is then used for healing
A dangerous emotion that they have chosen
That was once lost in the past
But now that feeling is now back in their grasp.
You lost your connection that was so true
You are lost now and your heart is skewed.

The stars

The stars are alive but the day time is here for now
The stars are above us at all times
The daytime star is usually shunned by bad weather or the night
When the sun runs around the other side of the earth
Night is then given birth
Dressed in a elegant black cloak with specks of sparks
The night is given to us, now we see the moon
As one great white snowball in the sky
Let me see the stars

I hate you!

every time I see your face it brings back my hate
what could I say I hate you and your face!
just knowing you exist makes me sick.

hiding himself away

avoiding every encounter he makes with people
conserving his eyes for people who understand him
sit back and relaxed as he remembers his past
he has no use for today
he doesn't talk much
his plain words have a certain shine
he's heard through poetic words

cupcake

my cupcake is standing outside in the cold
right by the yellow fence, this crow only perches on my gate.
it was obvious she was cold, she was naked, her body shook
from head to toe.

Closet terror

there is something in my closet
it has been seen by eyes before
but at the very thought of it I am terrified.
the beast in the closet with its red eyes
he slept there when I was young
through the entire night
I would hear his attempts to open the door
slowly I would hear the creak
as the door opened, my heart
pounding faster and faster
and soon as the door was fully open
he would disappear
crept back into the depths.

we wear the masks

smile while you're in deep pain
feeling like the world understands your feelings
yes we all the masks that disguise all of our crippled emotions
going on like we are not broken driven

stiff upper lip is looking tough
with the chest puffed out but so phony
deep down you're really puny.
I mistook that smile that you put on
but really, you have no idea what's going on with your life

hold back those tears
walking around with a face that showed no fear
wear that hood to cover our eyes
a secretive emotion that you wish you could show

Death porch

Where I live is not safe
sometimes it's peaceful
but i can't really trust these streets
sometime people shoot off over nonsense
a life constantly watched by the reaper
gun shots are not unfamiliar to these ears
we could die anytime sitting on death's porch
like I'm sitting and just waiting to die
like on death's porch

people

people fear those things are unknown
people fear those who are different from them
it restricts us from learning from each other
as we all have dreams and nightmare that is more terrifying than lonlieness
we don't like people, just because we don't know them.

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

Mud walk

So we meet again my friend how long has it been?
how have you been? how has life been to you?
"oh it has been hectic, my life is a shamble, the house was burned down."
"To make it worse I am going to lose my job, a company I devoted my life to"
I'm sorry to hear that my friend. Come on let's go get some coffee we have a lot of catching up to do, I hope my little gestures help you cheer up a bit my friend.