Feel and See

Touch my feelings by looking into my eyes
deep, deep within me lies only bleak traces of happiness
my eyes only know how to be lonely
fear, solitude, loneliness I'm not strong enough to pull away from them
so easily captured by these things and trapped.
sent messages of help to others by extending my hand
will these feelings always stay by my side?
Why can't my feelings scatter so I can pick out which feeling I want?
I know these feelings for far too long, like I’m married to them
no, I want a divorce from these social restraints
see me for me
if you're so deep then see me for what's underneath

Victim

As I slither around the ground
slowly stalking the victim that is you.
quickly you run, I will chase you down
from down the jungle to the streets of the city
once I have you I will not let you go.
soon I will have you in my grasp
I am that in the grass.
patiently waiting for one false move on your behalf
in that instant, that will be my chance
there you are my little friend
I waited so long to see you again
this is our last meeting
a pat on the tail is my last greeting.

Young arrogance

I’m young, feel like nothing can stop me

Show off be loud

To be the center of the crowd

Young with limitless cockiness

I think I am invincible

Impervious to pain

That is my mindset

Saying whatever I want without

Thinking about what comes out

The consequences of my mouth

My attitude is not care others feelings

Sickening overconfidence

That is young arrogance.

Iluusion of a day

roll with me on this day
dimmed lights as we step out
deep hearts filled with fantastic mirrors that reflects us
day turns to night
no way to get back to where we used to be
it's o.k as long I have a lid on my worries, I'm not worried
darkness is a little afraid of me
to dark to even see my own hand in front of me
are you still with me?
as we stumble into each other
risky hands tries to find yours in the shadows, just to hold you
stupid hands should have never that
I was trying to let go, however you held on tightly
you can't see it but that made me feel happy
the lights came back on
but your grip on my hand was pretty damn strong
why won't you let go of me?
smiled in my face...
as we gazed into each other eyes
I didn't recognize this feeling
told myself to wake up I must be dreaming
when she realizes who she with......
look directly into my lonley eyes and hugged my heart
paralyzed mouth said nothing....
what...is...going...on....
I was manipulated by her eyes
slowly rubbed my hands with soft fingers....
the moolight with its brilliant light shows you to me
greatful holds on with warmth
I woke up with sweat on my hands
a word was written on it, it said "goodbye for now"
was it a dream, that's what it seems.